Saturday evening and Sir is in a playful mood. He wants to play with my new piano stool which he very kindlt fetched for me after a screwed up on ebay.
He sends me to fetch the implement bag and watches as i tip them out onto the sofa. There are seven items.
Dragon cane, red strap, bath brush, tawse, my collar, crap leather paddle and one other which i cant remember.
I am told to put my blindfold on and then he guides me over the stool. It is a very scary position as you simply cant move. The previous night i had had a punishment caning of 36 strokes in this position so i knew just how immobile i was going to be, even without the blindfold.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
My car is gonna cost over a thousand pounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Funny how the most innocent thing can earn me a spanking. I told Sir that my car was going to cost over a thousand pounds to get serviced. He asked where I was going to find that kind of money. I explained that my father was going to pay.
For some reason this reminded Sir that he thinks i am one spoilt child, that i never had any rules and that whatever i wanted i got or i threw a tantrum.
For some reason he seems determined to demonstrate that i am not allowed to be a spoilt child with him so i am going to get spanked because my father is paying for my car.
Hmph, i cant see the logic of that one and i tried to tell him....yes i did really.
he said "you will write in your journal that Sir is going to give the spoilt girl a hard bare bottom spanking with Sirs little brush"
This sparked off the imp in me as i had given him a tiny inch square brush for Christmas. I knew he was referring to the hairbrush he had bought me but i couldn't resist asking if he meant the clit brush.
He wasn't in a fun mood so he said to change it to a bath brush spanking on tiptoes with my hands on my head.
Note to self "you are getting too cheeky katie"
So anyway i let things move on and then told him that i had passed my probationary period at work and that they were going to take me on permanently. he asked if this meant more money. I said no, it just means i get paid when i am off sick.
Jees, the lecture i got about not being allowed to be off, and that i wasn't going to slide back into my old habits. I must have spent ten minutes saying yes sir and no sir. he finished it up by saying that if i took a day off i was to get a Dr's note to send to him (not work) and if he wasn't satisfied that i would get the biggest thrashing of my life with every implement we own until i couldn't sit down for a month.
isnt it wonderful to have a Dom who cares so much
For some reason this reminded Sir that he thinks i am one spoilt child, that i never had any rules and that whatever i wanted i got or i threw a tantrum.
For some reason he seems determined to demonstrate that i am not allowed to be a spoilt child with him so i am going to get spanked because my father is paying for my car.
Hmph, i cant see the logic of that one and i tried to tell him....yes i did really.
he said "you will write in your journal that Sir is going to give the spoilt girl a hard bare bottom spanking with Sirs little brush"
This sparked off the imp in me as i had given him a tiny inch square brush for Christmas. I knew he was referring to the hairbrush he had bought me but i couldn't resist asking if he meant the clit brush.
He wasn't in a fun mood so he said to change it to a bath brush spanking on tiptoes with my hands on my head.
Note to self "you are getting too cheeky katie"
So anyway i let things move on and then told him that i had passed my probationary period at work and that they were going to take me on permanently. he asked if this meant more money. I said no, it just means i get paid when i am off sick.
Jees, the lecture i got about not being allowed to be off, and that i wasn't going to slide back into my old habits. I must have spent ten minutes saying yes sir and no sir. he finished it up by saying that if i took a day off i was to get a Dr's note to send to him (not work) and if he wasn't satisfied that i would get the biggest thrashing of my life with every implement we own until i couldn't sit down for a month.
isnt it wonderful to have a Dom who cares so much
Monday, January 21, 2008
Busy
Life is so busy and i have so much to do, yet can not seem to do it. Start my new tablets tomorrow so will probably spend the next few weeks asleep.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
33 pence
I managed to earn more trouble today as i nearly ran out of credit again. In my defence, i still had 33 pence but according to Sir that counts as having none.
reward for my lack of organisation is 33 strokes with the bath brush.
reward for my whining "that's not fair Sir", it is now 33 on each cheek
reward for my lack of organisation is 33 strokes with the bath brush.
reward for my whining "that's not fair Sir", it is now 33 on each cheek
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
being too clever
Last night I lost three pounds and Sir was pleased with me. We were having a fun chat about how much i enjoy bedtime at his house, standing at the sink brushing my teeth next to him and cuddling up to him in his massive bed. I made the mistake of mentioning how much i like poking him in the back when he turns over to go to sleep when he has finished with me. Even a few months ago i was far too intimidated by him to actually poke him but now i like to see how far i can go as he is usually very tolerant of me when i have sexually satisfied him.
"Oh yes katie, i owe you a spanking for that don't I."
I tried to convince him that he didn't but he has a memory like an elephant
"ten spanks per poke wasn't it young lady"
I tried some more to convince him
"how many was it this time"
"eight Sir" I finally admitted
"very good, so you will put in your journal, 10 spanks with each of eight implements"
I wanted to mutter but i thought it wise to smile sweetly down the phone and say "yes Sir, thank you Sir"
For some reason this nearly upped the reward to 10 implements but some heavy duty grovelling came to my rescue.
So at lunchtime today, he asks me if i have written it in my journal. I hadn't! So it is going to be 10 with 10. All items of his choosing for some reason.
The next journal disaster came this evening. he said i should remind him that i don't like him examining my pussy. I said i might just forget to remind him of that. he said well write it in your journal then and it wont get forgotten.
I was feeling a bit smug so responded that was OK as he hadn't read my journal last time.
"very true" he says "because i was following my own agenda, so all punishments in the journal still stand for next time"
I was not able to smile sweetly at that piece of news as i have loads and loads outstanding and i had thought that the discipline i got at the weekend was a generalised punishment to cover all the entries. Apparently it wasn't and so next visit will be as sore as this one.
"Oh yes katie, i owe you a spanking for that don't I."
I tried to convince him that he didn't but he has a memory like an elephant
"ten spanks per poke wasn't it young lady"
I tried some more to convince him
"how many was it this time"
"eight Sir" I finally admitted
"very good, so you will put in your journal, 10 spanks with each of eight implements"
I wanted to mutter but i thought it wise to smile sweetly down the phone and say "yes Sir, thank you Sir"
For some reason this nearly upped the reward to 10 implements but some heavy duty grovelling came to my rescue.
So at lunchtime today, he asks me if i have written it in my journal. I hadn't! So it is going to be 10 with 10. All items of his choosing for some reason.
The next journal disaster came this evening. he said i should remind him that i don't like him examining my pussy. I said i might just forget to remind him of that. he said well write it in your journal then and it wont get forgotten.
I was feeling a bit smug so responded that was OK as he hadn't read my journal last time.
"very true" he says "because i was following my own agenda, so all punishments in the journal still stand for next time"
I was not able to smile sweetly at that piece of news as i have loads and loads outstanding and i had thought that the discipline i got at the weekend was a generalised punishment to cover all the entries. Apparently it wasn't and so next visit will be as sore as this one.
Monday, January 14, 2008
Shawshank Redemption
A while ago, Sir decided that i needed educating!! We went through a list of the so called 100 best films of all time, and i had seen two of them. So now when i have some free time, he sets me a film to watch. The last one i saw was The Green Mile and i had to ring him several times in order to get through to the end as i was sobbing so much.
He then decided that Shawshank Redemption should be the next one. I resisted, and in fact have resisted for several weeks. I never watched TV or movies as a child. We didn't have a TV till i was 16 so i have never learnt how to watch emotional things. He obviously knew it was hard for me as he did not force the issue.
So you can imagine how i felt when he discovered it was on TV on Saturday night while i was with him. He supplied me with a box of tissues and a seat on the floor between his legs. The floor seemed very hard as i was very sore from my earlier spankings and canings etc but i manged not to wriggle too much.
Narration of any sort always gets to me and when Brookes kills himself and they read the letter out, i was in bits. Sir stopped the film and removed my blouse and bra. he made me put my hands on my head and then started playing very gently with my nipples. I could feel the tears on my face as i got increasingly turned on. I was held firm by his arms over mine and i was desperately trying to rub my legs together so i could orgasm. Held securely between his knees with him bending over me i was just so turned on. Then he stopped and told me to get dressed.
I am so ashamed to admit that i scrambled to my feet with the sulkiest face ever and whined "but i want to cum". I stamped to where he had thrown my clothes while glaring at him and trying to put my finger on my clit to get some releases.
He was furious. "go and get the clothes brush this instant"
Instantly i wished i could take it all back. "NOW" he snapped and i ran up the stairs to fetch the dreaded implement.
i walked very slowly across the living room to where he was sat. I so very rarely annoy him like this and i was so very scared at what was going to happen.
I was right to be scared as i was pulled over his knee and the brush started on my already bruised bottom. No warm up, no niceties just a very hard spanking and very stern lecture. the tears that had been for Brookes were now all for me as the spanking went on for ever.
Eventually i was set on my feet and told to get dressed. It was a very subdued katie who kept her eyes firmly on the floor as she made herself decent. I was just about to perch on the settee when he called me over to stand in front of him facing away from him.
"bend over". I obeyed of course but i was nervous of what he was going to do. he put his hand between my legs and without a word played with my clit till i came (in about 20 seconds lol). I was allowed to thank him on my knees in my favourite sub position before being ordered to the settee.
It is funny how that small act of kindness made me more determined to be good than any amount of spanking.
We watched to the end of the film and lots more tissues got used. When it was over he took me by the hand and said it was bed time. We washed and brushed our teeth and got into bed.
He positioned me on my back so one hand was under him and the other held by one of his, with his legs holding mine apart. he kissed me gently and said i deserved a nice cum. he played so gently with my clit while keeping me so helpless that i was in heaven. I made myself enjoy it for as long as i could before eventually i had to just cum. He held me close as my breathing calmed before grabbing my hair and forcing my head down under the covers. That is just why i love being with him so much, you never know what is coming next.
I love pleasuring him, especially as he likes to play gently with my arse hole while i do it. he says it keeps me focused. I stayed focused and enjoyed every last drop before i was allowed to crawl back next to him.
He then decided that Shawshank Redemption should be the next one. I resisted, and in fact have resisted for several weeks. I never watched TV or movies as a child. We didn't have a TV till i was 16 so i have never learnt how to watch emotional things. He obviously knew it was hard for me as he did not force the issue.
So you can imagine how i felt when he discovered it was on TV on Saturday night while i was with him. He supplied me with a box of tissues and a seat on the floor between his legs. The floor seemed very hard as i was very sore from my earlier spankings and canings etc but i manged not to wriggle too much.
Narration of any sort always gets to me and when Brookes kills himself and they read the letter out, i was in bits. Sir stopped the film and removed my blouse and bra. he made me put my hands on my head and then started playing very gently with my nipples. I could feel the tears on my face as i got increasingly turned on. I was held firm by his arms over mine and i was desperately trying to rub my legs together so i could orgasm. Held securely between his knees with him bending over me i was just so turned on. Then he stopped and told me to get dressed.
I am so ashamed to admit that i scrambled to my feet with the sulkiest face ever and whined "but i want to cum". I stamped to where he had thrown my clothes while glaring at him and trying to put my finger on my clit to get some releases.
He was furious. "go and get the clothes brush this instant"
Instantly i wished i could take it all back. "NOW" he snapped and i ran up the stairs to fetch the dreaded implement.
i walked very slowly across the living room to where he was sat. I so very rarely annoy him like this and i was so very scared at what was going to happen.
I was right to be scared as i was pulled over his knee and the brush started on my already bruised bottom. No warm up, no niceties just a very hard spanking and very stern lecture. the tears that had been for Brookes were now all for me as the spanking went on for ever.
Eventually i was set on my feet and told to get dressed. It was a very subdued katie who kept her eyes firmly on the floor as she made herself decent. I was just about to perch on the settee when he called me over to stand in front of him facing away from him.
"bend over". I obeyed of course but i was nervous of what he was going to do. he put his hand between my legs and without a word played with my clit till i came (in about 20 seconds lol). I was allowed to thank him on my knees in my favourite sub position before being ordered to the settee.
It is funny how that small act of kindness made me more determined to be good than any amount of spanking.
We watched to the end of the film and lots more tissues got used. When it was over he took me by the hand and said it was bed time. We washed and brushed our teeth and got into bed.
He positioned me on my back so one hand was under him and the other held by one of his, with his legs holding mine apart. he kissed me gently and said i deserved a nice cum. he played so gently with my clit while keeping me so helpless that i was in heaven. I made myself enjoy it for as long as i could before eventually i had to just cum. He held me close as my breathing calmed before grabbing my hair and forcing my head down under the covers. That is just why i love being with him so much, you never know what is coming next.
I love pleasuring him, especially as he likes to play gently with my arse hole while i do it. he says it keeps me focused. I stayed focused and enjoyed every last drop before i was allowed to crawl back next to him.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Tommorrow
So I am off to see Sir tomorrow so there will be a break in my postings. I have so much i want to write about, to get off my chest about how i have been feeling with regards the whole Martha and Sir issue but things are so lovely at the moment that i dont know if i can bear to write them down.
He has been so much nicer to me, yet sterner than ever and i just love him so much, yet i am still deeply hurt by what has gone on. Oh well i may write it on a word document and keep it to myself.
So I am off to prepare for my training weekend and i hope i will be able to sit and write something on Sunday
He has been so much nicer to me, yet sterner than ever and i just love him so much, yet i am still deeply hurt by what has gone on. Oh well i may write it on a word document and keep it to myself.
So I am off to prepare for my training weekend and i hope i will be able to sit and write something on Sunday
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